32 years and counting

Today marks the 32nd day of my existence on earth. I am no longer part of the calendar month. So, this is what my 32 year old self looks like.. I look far from what I had imagined. I look younger than my age but I have a few lines on my forehead, larger pores, dark undereye circles and pimples that I thought would have been extinct at this age. 

Looking at the past 32 years of my life, I have had a taste of the lowest lows, failures, depression and some of the happiest moments in my life. I am married now, thus I need to officially be an adult now. haha. 

Nonetheless, I would say I have improved a lot looking back. I am more open to posting stuff in social media now. I am a lot less hesitant about voicing my opinions now. I have thicker skin now, less concerned about what other people have to say. Well, taking a hard fall makes you develop one. 

I have a lot to thank God for. No time to wonder the what if's. Finally, I have succumbed to the idea that everything happens for a reason. Every waking day is another chance to redeem yourself. 

Today marks the start of the next years of my life. Praying, hoping and believing, the BEST is yet to come.